I finally got a new tattoo. My first one is small, hidden.
Meaningful for sure, but not visible, and, at 14 years old, faded. Sometimes I forget I even have it. My second tattoo? It's the size of my hand. I went big.
It's a compass star, hugged by a crescent moon with a scrolled banner that reads "Not All Those Who Wander Are Lost," a stanza from J.R.R. Tolkien's poem about Aragorn, the ranger who became king. I’ve wanted this tattoo since I read the stories decades ago, but I never gave myself the time to really think about it or bring the idea and design to fruition.
But it’s 2026, and my mantra is 'First Things First.


Getting tattooed is a commitment. Once the needle starts humming and inking, you’re in it. You chose this, and now it's permanent, etched into your skin, whether it turns out exactly as you imagined or not. But you move forward because going back isn't an option. Change is.
America has several bad tattoos. A country with brutality inked across its chest, its hands stained with blood it refuses to wash:
Native Americans slaughtered for their land—99% of tribal lands lost
Mexicans were dispossessed when the U.S. redrew borders around them in 1848
Slave patrols hunting Black people who were already free, destroying their freedom papers
The kidnapping and re-enslavement of freedmen
Banning the immigration of Chinese laborers and denying them citizenship in the U.S. in 1882
Japanese families caged during World War II, while the U.S. bombed civilians overseas
The napalm America dropped on Vietnamese children.
The "collateral damage" the U.S. rained on Iraqi and Afghan families.
The systemic cruelty that runs from pre-Civil War brutality straight through mass incarceration's 2.3 million bodies locked in cages today.
It’s all there: generations of violence, trauma, and forced inequity, and the harm inflicted on so many, here and abroad—harm this country continues to pretend it cannot see, or isn’t responsible for.
We're witnessing it continue in real time. On the morning of January 7, 2026, an Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) agent fatally shot 37‑year‑old Renee Good three times on a south Minneapolis street during a chaotic federal immigration enforcement operation, not far from the intersection where George Floyd was murdered by local police in 2020.
A militarized force being deployed on American streets isn't hypothetical anymore; it's happening.
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., said it best: "Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance or conscientious stupidity"(King, Strength to Love, 1963).
The abhorrent power of the photograph of a 5-year-old held by ICE | The Washington Post | (Ali Daniels/AP)
ICE and Customs and Border Patrol agents are either choosing to be monsters—using children as leverage to force mothers from their homes for arrest, even those with asylum—or truly believe they're doing the right thing.
Either is awful. Both are deadly.
The parallels to Nazi Germany aren't hyperbolic; they're historical.
This is what happens when a nation refuses to reckon with the harm it's already committed, and instead doubles down on moving on. It’s like copying someone else’s terrible tattoo and not bothering to look at their own scars.
@ashleytheebarroness People reach for the Gestapo comparison because it sounds extreme and foreign. It lets white Americans pretend this kind of policing came ... See more
And it's not just Minneapolis. The White House is manufacturing a fake geopolitical emergency to justify snatching up Greenland, threatening the sovereignty and lives of Indigenous Greenlanders and the fabric of global security, i.e., the North Atlantic Treaty Organization (NATO).

I can’t help but notice how the compass on my arm looks a lot like NATO's symbol, which feels grimly appropriate.
The compass rose symbolizes the path towards peace. Wayfinding – true wayfinding – requires knowing why you're moving in the first place.
Conquest isn't direction. It's just violence with a map.
But here's what gives me hope: Monday was Martin Luther King Jr. Day, and about two dozen Buddhist monks are walking for unity and peace from Texas to Washington, DC. right now, a 2,300-mile journey in just about four months’ time.
Dr. King understood that walking—many would argue marching—mattered, that peace is powerful, and silence is deadly.
Tattoo enthusiasts turn their bodies into art to shout to the world what’s important to them.
The monks understand this, too. By the grace of the Gods, old and new, their journey included Pittsboro, just a short drive away for me. So I went.
The Enlightened Wanderers
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It's an interesting and curious feeling, waiting for the monks.
It's anticipation, for sure. A sort of joy and eagerness, like Christmas Eve or, more appropriately, when you're on the cusp of a snow day.
I waited with my mother, sister and aunt on the curb of a parking lot sandwiched between a gas station and a Hardees, watching as fellow on-lookers arrived with little posters or bouquets in hand.
Suddenly, traffic vanished on the south side of Route 64 and halted on the other. Friends waved and hugged as they made last-minute dashes over crosswalks.
Kids jumped up as parents wrapped up blankets and collapsed folding chairs. Small planes circled above while a drone hovered near the town square.
In the shadow of Pittsboro's former courthouse, a building where kidnapped people who looked like me were sold into unending bondage, the monks appeared.
Flowers with yellow petals and young people in wheelchairs. Children quieted as mothers watched the blue lights of sheriff's vehicles approach, the procession curving the bend of the town's central roundabout.
Bows, nods, waves, thank you's.
A prayer and mantra for a young man in a wheel chair, a bright bracelet received and stemmed flowers given.
Footsteps draped in orange and rust. Bows, nods, waves, thank you's.
And in seconds it passed us.
A quiet hurricane of gratitude. Phone cameras raised. Silent tears and deep breaths.
The acknowledgment of how precious life is, mixed with the fear of missing even a moment of it.
For a beat, we became a community that remembered we needed this. A mother spoke to her small daughters, loud enough for others nearby to hear: "You see all these people? They would help you if you needed it."
And that feeling washed over a community whose own history is steeped in the violence of family separation—a legacy buried deep beneath our feet, neither lost nor reckoned with. And is happening again, today.
I think they chose the Deep South not because it's warmer or easier (well, not this week), but because this region is soaked in the blood and pain of anti-Black and Indigenous brutality, antisemitism, and anti-queer degradation.
Fear, anger, and greed built the infrastructure of terror here. This region isn't an exception to America's violence; it's the blueprint.
If those forces shaped this place, then maybe intentional peace can remold it.

The monks walking east to their rest location along Route 64 in Pittsboro, NC. January 22, 2026. Photo by Dr. DeDe Townes.
The monks aren't lost. They're wandering with purpose, taking steady, reserved steps through a landscape whose historical trauma is buried deep beneath the surface, blessing it with something sacred, revered.
Their Walk for Peace reminds me that even the smallest, most unsuspecting or humble person, action or word can change the course of the world. We don't have to know exactly where we're going to start, but we shouldn’t ignore the steps we took to get here or step on people to get to where we’re headed.
My tattoo is a reminder: commitment without purpose is pointless. Direction without intention is chaos. America's bad tattoos are showing, and the harm it’s inflicted is coming back around on us, without regard for the past, the present or the future it ruins.
But we get to choose—every single day—whether we keep tattooing hate onto this country's face, or forge a new path built on reflection, compassion, and reparation.
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